Harpoons, Igloos and Garter Belts OH MY

I hate how hard it is for me to control my thoughts.  I’m falling so hard for this young lady who I met only about 2 weeks ago, we’ve hung out a few times and it can be intimate but its mostly just friendly in terms of atmosphere, I’ve kissed her a bit but that’s all.  I try and play it off cause i don’t want to scare with how much I really like her.  But i like her SO much, I think about this girl every day which i know is weird but I can’t help it I try to get her off my mind and it doesn’t work!  She’s absolutely perfect in my opinion, she loves football, shes smart, incredibly funny (and in my favourite kind of way too!), shes done so much with her life, at least from what I can tell it makes me feel sort of inadequate as a person :( which i know is silly but I just cant help it so im trying to get as much life experience in now as I can so by the time she (hopefully) starts wanting to know more about me i actually have a ton of interesting stories to tell.  Let’s hope it actually gets to that point.  I’m having more and more trouble keeping my thoughts to myself and I was told expressing it somewhere else might make them easier to control, I think i just need someone to tell me “keegan, youre not crazy, she likes you and you dont need to stress about it” but i probably will stress anyways… I just wish i could read minds so bad.  Hopefully now i can sleep a little better than usual after getting this off my chest but i actually highly doubt that.  Goodnight tumblr.

I think one of these days (sooner rather than later) I’m going to go to a local SPCA and just hang out with the animals for a bit.  I know I can’t adopt them and won’t even be able to for a while… but the ones that don’t get adopted need company the most right?  Being around animals makes me happy, and I feel like it’s something worth doing.